Realness

Hello world it's been a long time, and I feel I owe you a lot. Here goes I'm back in school on my grind trying to get my grades up and I will succeed. I've been a little up and a lot of down I've been to the edge of darkness and stayed there till it nearly drove me to jump with no fear. I haven't been really good since I've come back Las Vegas and I think many know this. This is my second time in my live having to deal with coming out of a closet and just like the first time I was thinking of coming out to the world  my emotions are everywhere the freedom of being known is also the fear of  being known. The other have of that equation is learning how to accept myself and  know that it only gets better. I pray that I can do whatever needs to be done. I know that  somewhere there is someone who looks up to me and I'll never know them and coming to grips with realness my save my life and thiers.