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Saturday, June 12, 2010

Set Her Where?

It's Finally over the secrets, 26 years of  silence has broken and i feel at peace I  never slept so well I never felt so at ease it's been  over 15 years since I let the child in me  speak nowthe choas is calm. What's next? I wish I can say I knew, I have to countiune the work on myself and  my realationships This long over due talk with my mom is the first step on the road to recovery.  ANY QUESTIONS?

Friday, June 4, 2010

The other side of the sunrise

It took two days nine hours and 43 minutes to get here but I have now been in Los Vegas and so much has happen. 1. When I  got here my mother and her man  got  into a argument over the phone about me being here so  as a result  he wasn't here for the first  week and a half then he came back and really didn't  speak to me till today. 2. Not  3  to 4  days after I got here my mother got laid off her job so  yeah. She hard headed she wants to go back to school and focus on me and my brother getting jobs. I've made it more than clear  that I have no  plans to stay here. Then I guess the distance became too much for my fiance so he end our relationship no more than 3 days ago. Now I don't know how to feel or to think the only thing keeping me sane is my medicine and me taking my moms black lab for walks I want to escape from this drama  and head back east but what would that solve it would be me running from one situation into another and I'm tired of running from my problems pray for me.